The first penis i ever felt
was of my dirty uncle's
after he undid his belt
My mom sent me away
in the basement - to sleep
with my uncle - to play
He was the dirtiest old man
why his wife wisely left
wishing nieces; to slam
Only thirteen - at the time
i had been taught' right'
and what was not fine
As i lay upon the bed
lowering himself atop me
this is what he said ...
"Why not," so softly
after I loudly told him
"Get off of me, Harvey."
I was left alone to sleep
he never tried 'this," again
no one mentioned a peep
Until my mom asked me
about her eldest beloved bro
and later, telling her family
No one believed his baby sis
threatening to put her on pills
story of dysfunctional bliss
My mom was never believed
i was just some silly, stupid girl
dismissal, we both received
A throbbing 'hard-on' to me
felt through my underpants
not my idea of real intimacy
Even then, i already knew
to trust my own instincts
while honouring myself, too
Sick man - died at an early age
with a bedroom-full of porn
a gun collection; prized rage
His Daddy did worse to him
my mom suffered the same
Silence is the deadliest sin
I paid the price for speaking
relatives sent me packing
truth was all i was seeking
My son shall never suffer
for sexual abuses in his life
for truth's told, by Mother!
Katherine Marion
www.SupernaturalWoman.com
p.s.
Thank you, Jamie, on facebook - for the very erect member of your own dysfunctional family .. that you sent to me, on my message page. Now, that i have duly reported you, i am rightly reminded of why I would wish to protect my precious self and others souls as sweet and pure.
Thanks to abusers and predator's online and off .. such as tasteless and telling .. you!
was of my dirty uncle's
after he undid his belt
My mom sent me away
in the basement - to sleep
with my uncle - to play
He was the dirtiest old man
why his wife wisely left
wishing nieces; to slam
Only thirteen - at the time
i had been taught' right'
and what was not fine
As i lay upon the bed
lowering himself atop me
this is what he said ...
"Why not," so softly
after I loudly told him
"Get off of me, Harvey."
I was left alone to sleep
he never tried 'this," again
no one mentioned a peep
Until my mom asked me
about her eldest beloved bro
and later, telling her family
No one believed his baby sis
threatening to put her on pills
story of dysfunctional bliss
My mom was never believed
i was just some silly, stupid girl
dismissal, we both received
A throbbing 'hard-on' to me
felt through my underpants
not my idea of real intimacy
Even then, i already knew
to trust my own instincts
while honouring myself, too
Sick man - died at an early age
with a bedroom-full of porn
a gun collection; prized rage
His Daddy did worse to him
my mom suffered the same
Silence is the deadliest sin
I paid the price for speaking
relatives sent me packing
truth was all i was seeking
My son shall never suffer
for sexual abuses in his life
for truth's told, by Mother!
Katherine Marion
www.SupernaturalWoman.com
p.s.
Thank you, Jamie, on facebook - for the very erect member of your own dysfunctional family .. that you sent to me, on my message page. Now, that i have duly reported you, i am rightly reminded of why I would wish to protect my precious self and others souls as sweet and pure.
Thanks to abusers and predator's online and off .. such as tasteless and telling .. you!
Thank you for sharing. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteMy inner child and I are very grateful to you for posting your precious thanks.
ReplyDeleteGoddess-sent,
katherine
I'm sorry this happened to you. Please don't make up for it by over-sheltering your son. Think about the childhood you wish you had. Think about the things you wanted and your desires. Would you have wanted to film your uncle nude in the tub? Would you want him to strip in from of you while you are forced to watch?
ReplyDeleteThink about what you wish you had and give it to him.