My bladder is full - I want to bang my head

                                            My bladder is full
                                          
                                            I want to bang my head
                                            against the clean, white wall

                                           Nope - won't let myself ...
                                           fall



                                            My bladder is full

                                            I ache to hold my child
                                            pressed against loving breast

                                            Thanks to "Amazing Mommy"
                                            '6 foot tall'



                                           My bladder is full

                                          'broken record' played - still
                                           by broken doll

                                         
                                          I cry for wounds; cut deep
                                          and that's not all ...





                                           My bladder is full

                                           I have been left alone to die
                                           into a hole; to crawl


                                           some misogynist's have
                                           only guileless gall





                                            My bladder is full


                                            I see the atrocity that 'is'
                                            Wise Woman; without shawl


                                            creeps crawling ... to piss
                                            upon what once did; enthrall


                           
                                            My bladder is full

                                            I leapt into fire; willingly
                                            out of well-lit hall


                                            treatment; unjust as hell
                                            heaven; to appall
                            


                                            My bladder is full
                              
                                            No one to carry me home
                                            out of 'them' all

                                            Continue to wipe my eyes
                                            and ball ...



                                            My bladder is full

                                            This heart hurts not in vain
                                            My 'Innocent' they maul

                                            Believing in our real Love
                                            I hear Angels; call ..




                                           Katherine Marion


                                           p.s.

                                           Unlike Thelma and Edward, I shalt not
                                           pee on any surface that seems appealing ..
                                           when the need arises ..

                                          To 'the potty;' this forgotten damsel, shall go

                                           And wherever I am - Truth follows ...

                                           Answering to Love - only,

                                           K.M.