Saturday, August 28, 2010
I AM STRONG AND POWERFUL
Brave being who can with-stand virtually anything
Magical Mommy remaining eternally rooted
Electrifying energy brightening every room
Woman of instinct safely guided none too soon ...
Losing my 8 year old son to the government
Gaining insightt with another knife in my back
Forgetting sleep while remembering to watch my step
So much pain that I have not yet written, spoken or wept
Pulling out my own hair for two trauma-induced years
Letting go of fears that keep me from moving forward
Remembering to dust off my Angel wings and fly
Leaving behind the sordid past to let my tears naturally dry
Loving people who still do not know how to love themselves
Knowing that I am no one's caregiver or caretaker unless I choose
Seeing that my son must shine in order for me to really stay alive
Trusting Mother Nature to nurture me as I begin to really thrive
Preparing for internal success of the most sacred Goddess-sort
Observing warning signs to be seen and listened to carefullly
Leaving nothing to guess-work and only to universal design
Allowing all highest vibrational forces to universally alighn!
Accepting The LOVE I Am and so Divinely Deserve,
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Last night, my sweet and soaring star, had not much opportunity to soar ...
under the brightest full moon, that had not yet, enterered the bluest evening early evening sky.
A gang of teens jumped out of a small green vehicle, in the alley next to ours, and pinned my son into position ...
Within a moment his marvelous mass of magical hair - all 2 ft of it - was severed from his bright and beautiful being!
Within a few minutes, Kaelin came crying, in the most 'man in the magical making' way, befitting a real lion of a gentleman, to his Amazing Mommy
Holding his golden plait, outstretched in his openen hand, as in the Lion Cub offering the Lioness; his worthy offering of LOVE
Within minutes of my severely shaken, and yet, very brave boy, sharing his story .. a scared child was laying his heavy head - sans sunlighened -gold for hair- in the safety of his Mother's loving lap
Oh, what a cruel world this can be, is what I feel tempted to say to my growing son, as he feels the ache of leaving the innocence of childhood, to enter into a far less enchanting forest, filled with monsters and demons of the most life-like and sordid earth-forsaking sort.
I keep my mouth hushed and I whisper into his open heart ... how truly proud I am of him and his achievement in simply being here, upon this precious planet, as he breathes beauty into each and every soul whom enters his sphere, no matter whether over there in a sunlit back alley or righfully and happily, right here ...
Biting my tongue, I trust my instincts that tell me to carry my soaring old soul over to a safer place, so that he may remain as gentle and untouched as the sacred flower that he so genuinely is meant to be - allowing him to grow and glow as Nature and Nurture , are gratefully intending ...
Bless me for I am his Mother and I know no other Power stronger than LOVE!!!!
This pic was taken by my happy homeschooler, Kaelin, after he raced ahead, as sure-footed as a gorgeous Gazelle .. atop this Goddess' gorgeous graxing point - at Frosty Peak, 14 km above luscious Lightening Lake, that I swam in later ...
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Thanks from my sunniest peaks.