I am so empathic - it's pathetic!
Don't those selfish sufferer's get it?
Two years ago, I was hemorraging
From mouth and nose; not imagining
I wasn't even sleeping with my x, then
He'd been driving me around the bend ...
Bleeding more, every month, than me
Plenty attention, I could bloody well, see
I'm so empathic - it's pathetic!
Write out: a "No boundaries" ticket
Four years ago, my Mommy died
I picked up on those who had lied
For over a year, I cried and cried
Gaining in LOVE - they never tried
Eating all the pain that nobody shows
No bruising - merely unseen blows
I'm so pathetic - It's pathetic!
Swallowing hurt ... when fed it
Opening my heart to all I meet
Closing my eyes to another repeat
Choosing to see the best in all
No matter how low they do crawl
Losing power, after giving away
What voice - a mute Goddess, to say?
I'm so empathic - It's pathetic?
For me, the consequences; tragic!
One single Mom, had lost her son
Pulled out her hair; a secret from everyone
Next thing you know, I am doing same ..
Feeling somewhat emotionally insane
Life can feel to be filled with much pain
Yet, I'd rather be the river, than the rain!
This pretty picture in pink .. was captured
a mere and teary year ago, on our front
lawn, by my sweet and kindly obliging,
I had already begun plucking. Next thing
you know, a nasty jealous neighbour told
me, "We're not getting any older." So, off ...
all my youth enhancing hair .. did go!
Same as that mean gal on yahoo who sent
me such a hidden dart ... in her thoughtful
e-mail. Telling me how great I looked 'for
age. Which she was .. also. Hiding her rage.
Before I locked myself in my own gilded cage.
Hiding in the flowers and at the river. Biking
to the gym and coming back from lifting weights,
after the birds came singing in ... My lost twin.
Shadow sister hiding in the dark. Left alone for
far too long. Until she chopped off her own
Goddess gift of Angel halo hair. Goes to
show all ..
TRUTH can afford to be laid bare ...!