the best part of me?
set my inner child free
Creating great beauty
One with spirituality
win all; faithfully
Could my Sincerity
the best part of me?
Girl sitting, elegantly
Woman to bravely see!
A kindest friend on facebook.
whom I have not been blessed
to meet; recently perused through
'pig troughs full of drollop' is what
just came to mind - about me.
This grown man, could easily see..
that my greatest attribute; though
bottom - tight and cute, and breasts
to turn 'any other' male, mute; be my
outright sincerity; my greatest
Who knows , what I soon will be dropping ..
to open up one more door ..?
This is my fairytale, and in spite of all
that sexy drivel.. my soul has begun to
split apart .. and shrivel. Probably cause
I learned, when I was young - not from
my Mothers or Aunts - it was those damn
dirty magazines of my uncle H's,
that he kept hidden under his bed, to bring
out for his teen niece to read. After his wife
wisely left him, taking along all their abused
children . God bless her!
My first pewter pendant, I bought with my
well earned babysitting money: "Sexy" it
read. And, even the dad in that house where
I slaved for my cheese, wanted to sleep with
me. And his fancy-pants friends or two, tried
to do - as well. Yet, not to succeed. Of course,
what do you think that lead me .. to believe?
No dad around, ever, past age 13. Even though
he'd fought the guy who came into my bedroom,
when I was a real young school girl. All those
trauma's .. just one big pill. What fun gal wants to
swallow that medicine. Rather chow down on
more bullshit .. served up to me on may a
stained and tarnished silver platter. Who
cares and what does it even matter?
Well, now I know that I am worth a whole lot
more than I was seldom shown. And, what
Kind of a role model can this single mother,
missing her only child be, if she can't be loving
herself, kindly? For their only one kind of love.
Opening our heart, entails that we brave the risk ..
shed our insecurity .. to reveal our strongest and
courageous virtue; Sincerity!!!!
Kat soon to really purrrrrr